Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 4:43:00 PM
Blueism to the Max
I am moodless.
No, I am angry.
No, I am angry and sad.
I thought.
I reprimanded myself.
I thought again.
I cursed for having those thoughts.
But I can't stop thinking.
Who are you anyway, I asked myself. The reply I got was, No one.
The only words that my brain can process right now: FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
This is one of those times that I cannot be alone.
This is one of those times where everything is negative.
This is one of those times that I need.
But yet again, failed.
是，我是吃玻璃长大的。
所以我的心那么容易碎。
所以我觉得我是透明的。
说一套，但想的却是另一套。
很讨厌这样的自己，
但又如何？
我想，我盼望，我等。
没有。
失望，失落，气自己
为什么？
不知不觉地...
Labels: 我想闭上双眼，永远不要感受这世界的伤痛
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