Wednesday, August 08, 2012 @ 12:38:00 AM
Huh?
It seems I've walked into a tunnel of darkness, hoping some day I would somehow reach the end. Thoughts rushing through my head, like wind whistling through the pages of a book. My vision is blurred. Yet, what blur is there when darkness is all that's ahead.
Have I forgotten the world outside? What is it like now? I've been enveloped in this darkness for too long.
Do I walk straight, or do I turn to the left? Am I at a crossroad? Trying to grasp the air in my hands, struggling to find the way out. Have I unknowingly trapped myself in this?
So many questions rushing through my head, like a thousand hammers crashing down on me. The constant pounding in my head. How on earth did I end up in here?
I paused and allowed myself to drop to the ground. Eyes opened wide, ears stretched for the slightest movement or sound. Nothing. Only the pounding in my head and the darkness in front of me.
I squeezed my eyes shut, and saw a green field and a rainbow across the blue sky. Unicorns prancing around the sunflower patch not far beyond. A soft, soothing melody filled the air. I took a deep breath, mmm, smells like the morning dews on the luscious green grass.
Abruptly, I was pulled from my nirvana. There I was, lying on the cold, hard floor, staring at what seems to be the sky.
Have I forgotten the world outside? What is it like now? I've been enveloped in this darkness for too long.
Do I walk straight, or do I turn to the left? Am I at a crossroad? Trying to grasp the air in my hands, struggling to find the way out. Have I unknowingly trapped myself in this?
So many questions rushing through my head, like a thousand hammers crashing down on me. The constant pounding in my head. How on earth did I end up in here?
I paused and allowed myself to drop to the ground. Eyes opened wide, ears stretched for the slightest movement or sound. Nothing. Only the pounding in my head and the darkness in front of me.
I squeezed my eyes shut, and saw a green field and a rainbow across the blue sky. Unicorns prancing around the sunflower patch not far beyond. A soft, soothing melody filled the air. I took a deep breath, mmm, smells like the morning dews on the luscious green grass.
Abruptly, I was pulled from my nirvana. There I was, lying on the cold, hard floor, staring at what seems to be the sky.
Labels: Life, Lunaticism, Reflection
Thursday, August 05, 2010 @ 11:41:00 PM
Nail Filers
You know how nail filers are able to file rough nails smooth? (Like sandpaper)
Since I was filing my nails. a thought occurred to me, why not file my scab since it's rough? And I did. I now have a smooth scab. HAHAHA fml. I'm one step short of buffering it to make it shine.
Examinations make me do anything
Labels: Lunaticism
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 7:51:00 PM
Boredom Driving Me Nuts
I'm so bored these days it's literally driving me crazy. I stare at my laptop, clicking at random pages. Deep down, I know there's nothing I can do on these pages, but I still click on it anyway.
Open. Close. Open. Close. Goes the pages on my Chrome.
I have run out of dramas to watch. Even if I am watching a drama, I still click on pages. I find it so difficult to do one thing at a time.
I have school work to do, but I am so lazy to get to work.
Perhaps it's summer,
or perhaps it's just my nature.
Open. Close. Open. Close. Goes the pages on my Chrome.
I am feeling very sleepy, but somehow I refuse to nap and sit here to click on Chrome.
It's literally driving me nuts.
Or should I say, I am already there.
And all this while, Pringles is staring at me in the face.
Labels: blueism, Lunaticism
Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 9:35:00 PM
Dreams
I had a dream, a wonderful dream.
I dreamed of a lot of money!! Hahahaha
I said, I will open a craft store selling all sorts of cutesy stuff, as well as one that sold beads and clay too. I will be able to import all that I like and openly steal them from my store. I will be the CEO, who sits at home playing with all her cutesy stuff while money comes rolling in.
I dreamed.
If life could be that easy.
It's not because I can't, it's because I didn't.
It's not because you can't, it's because you didn't.
Labels: Life, Lunaticism
Saturday, February 06, 2010 @ 2:14:00 PM
Stuffed Toys
I have this sudden infatuation with cute stuff. WC bought me four stuffed toys; one is hanging on my bag, one is a handphone charm, one is with my keys and I ran out of places to hang the last one. Soon, I’ll become a walking stuffed toy.
Labels: Lunaticism
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 11:46:00 PM
Four Fingers
The thirteenth day into 2010 and the third day of school, I poured boiling hot soup onto four of my fingers.
Nasty. Hot and stingy, with a pinch of numbness. Did I mention HOT?
A moment of shock, then "Ow!" I continued to hold the bowl with my four scalded fingers, and brought the tray back to my seat.
I told Chicken Asshole about it and he asked if it's the Yong Tau Fu. I replied, No, it's the handmade noodles. Chicken Asshole's reply was "I very long never eat already."
Winner.
The finger that got most of the soup hurts now, so I am one finger crippled. The other fingers feels sore.
Nasty. Saw 7 yes?
Labels: Angerism, blueism, Lunaticism
Friday, December 04, 2009 @ 12:09:00 AM
Siao Kia
Please allow me to immerse myself in some bimbotic insanity tonight. Staying at home 24/7 is driving me nuts. The only times I leave my house is to empty the trash. Oh, and driving on Monday too.
I wake up, and have been making milo and eating the same loaf of red bean bun for the past four days. The first words are spoken to my teddy bear. “Hi, lovely, mummy loves eww beri beri muchie. You shooo preddy, mummy love eww."
When I’m bored, I surf youtube for the weirdest/most unique people. I watched from part 3 till part 10. One shot. Other than that, I listen to Elvis Presley’s Fever on repeat mode.
And, I surf blogs too. All sorts of blogs. Whatever blog I can get my eyes on. I'm appalled at how people have the patience to do their hair+full face makeup+thick long fake eyelashes+dress-like-going-D&D. The most amazing thing is, most of them, are below 20 years old. APPALLING!
*Shriek* I just did my nails and it scraped against the under button of the keyboard! Chicken Backside Lame John!!
Oh speaking of nails, I don’t have jelly nails anymore! I have long pretty nails! Yay! But like not long enough leh. Need to grow some more. Took four months to grow out ok! Chris-tina said, “huh, mine like that is one week leh.”
I suddenly lost all momentum to type any more bimbotic things. Because I am very very disturbed my that scrap on my index finger. DBL FML (actually I'm not very sure what that means, but I don't care what you think.)
I’m becoming very vulgar. There’s no one to talk to, I stare at my computer, talk to my bear, eat, stare at my text books, eat, did I mention eat? OMF. I’m sure you’ll understand.
Labels: Lunaticism
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 5:07:00 PM
Pre-examination Syndrom
Celebrating insanity!
I laugh at nothing now, I talk to myself, I eat every 5 minutes, I pick up my teddy bear and talk to it, I... I... am losing my mind.
Oh god.
Like it's anything new.
Happy 1st of December.
Labels: Lunaticism
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 1:56:00 AM
Minis and more minis
I've been veryyy veryyy addicted to polymer clay these few days. I just keep thinking about it! When I'm too bored (and too late at night), I research how to sculpture. When I am free and at home, I just play with CLAYYYYYYYYY!!
My recent
Presenting Mr. Chaw's masterpiece! (This is about the only one he did and he's very proud of it). That's glow in the dark glitter. So we switched off the lights and he was going "it's glowing!!" -_-
"Must look at the sides!"
Yeah, my new addiction. Anyone willing to sponsor more clay, a blade, glaze and glue? It's an expensive hobby. *Stabs heart and dies*
Oh oh my latest masterpiece is the lemon!! After 342934 failed attempts I finally made a lemon cane (it's a stick of lemon, small enough to put on your cakes).
I tried making an orange cane, but failed cause Sculpey clay is soo much softer than Fimo clay, so it wont cut properly. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. I can ramble on about clay the whole night long, but you probably won't read it.
CLAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Labels: Art, Lunaticism, Peektures
Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 11:21:00 PM
Miniature food
What I've been doing today!
Miniature Food!
The size of it on a finger:
Now comparing it to a ten cent coin:
I really like this. I am going to get more clay to make more food!!
Some weird looking ice cream. Hahaha
Labels: Art, Happyism, Lunaticism
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 12:12:00 AM
The Sheep
The sheep.
A certain photographer asked it to pose sexily.
"Come on, show me sexy!"
"Come on, sexier!"
"Alright, last shot!"
Labels: Lunaticism, Peektures
Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 12:16:00 AM
Tycoons For You?
I'm friggin addicted to fish tychoon and fruit juice tycoon. Especially when fish tycoon runs on real time! Damnnnnnnn this is the most horrible time to get addicted to stupid fish breeding and juice blending games!!!!!!!
The best thing is my itouch is switched on 24/7 so I'll just GRAB IT and play!!
Mr. Chaw is going to confiscate it.... :( what if he gets addicted and don't return me! *gasps*
Stupid fish and juice. Pttf.
Labels: Lunaticism
Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 11:48:00 PM
Fright Night
Recently I have been religiously reading this thread on ghostly tales. Personal encounters, friend's encounters, stories, you name it. I have been reading it day and night, night and day, day and night; when I wake till I leave for school and when I get home till I sleep.
Yes, my addiction. Cheap thrill. No, Free thrill. Scaring myself for nothing.
This afternoon, as usual I was reading the thread till I almost didn't want to leave for school. I reluctantly got up and prepared. As I prepared, I was having the spooks due to the aftermath of the reading. Got my keys, plugged in my earphones and opened the front door.
AND I GOT THE SHOCK OF THIS YEAR.
TMD. My facial expression was twisted and I let out a loud "WOAH!"
My sister's boyfriend was standing at the door.
Bloody hell! He then asked, "Wah, what happened?"
Scared the shit out of me.
It's 11.55PM now, I was reading the thread before I started this. AND!! I have not showered. Oh great. I am very spooked now.
Labels: Lunaticism
Saturday, December 06, 2008 @ 11:28:00 AM
Daybreak already?
Man, I have been awake for the past 25 hours. Kudos to me. Thanks.
Labels: Lunaticism
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 12:52:00 AM
Highly Intoxicated
It's kinda odd how alcohol can make you do the stupidest things and have the most retarded conversations. With the most absurd bunch of people and doing things that you won't do when you are sober, is life. Not necessarily living life to the fullest right now, but at least I'm having fun when I can. Just for your info, No, I'm not drunk/intoxicated/have any alcohol in my stomach now. I am just rambling. Must have caught the Caryn bug. Haven't you heard of it? It makes you ramble non-stop. Okay, I must stop. Good night.
Labels: Lunaticism, Party
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ 6:32:00 PM
Examinations
One paper down, and one more to go. I can almost taste the sweetness of temporary freedom! I am so excited! I am very very very excited!!
So it was Math this afternoon. As I was sitting in the examination hall scratching my mosquito's-favourite-face on how to do the not-so-difficult sums, it suddenly occured to me that I AM SO LUCKY!
Day one of Math class, me and WY accidently (or not so accidently as WY said) stumbled into Class A. We were supposed to be in class B, but I, the-ultimate-late-and-blue-queen, went into A. Due to some reasoning of WY, we decided to go to the academic advisor and coerce him into letting us stick with class A.
I'm so happy I'm so glad~~
Class A's tutor is filled with
SO........ His mock finals is almost the same as the finals itself! MWAHAHAHA
I'm so happy I'm so glad that I'm in class A~~
Other than this, Really, I am not so lucky. There isn't miracles, but there is good luck and karma. I will go do some good deeds soon, like stop bullying laorenjias.
Okay, I need to go watch some sappy love movie for tomorrow's exam. Boohoohoo~ Jack! You jump! I jump! <3<3
Toodles!
Labels: Lunaticism
Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 7:09:00 PM
HAHAHA
And cause I was bored so I started dotting the msn window. I told him to print and he really did! Man, I don't know whether to laugh or to just sit at a corner and wonder why.But yeah, Good boy.. HAHAHA MAN.............. I can't believe it!! I'm sorry RJ, it's nothing much, just a 2D dog............. I'll do a better job next time okay. A dog with 4 legs instead of 2 alright? =)
Labels: Lunaticism
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 3:18:00 AM
Raving Lunatic
COME TO MUMMY, BOY~
COME~
MUMMY WILL GIVE HER DEAR LITTLE BOY A SWEET~
COME BOY COME~
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Labels: Lunaticism
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